Time passes really fast this year,real fast. Idk why, maybe there are a lot of outings and activities this year. I used up a lot of money this year and now I'm already bankrupt, even my bank has zero money now : (  And I find that I've attended  a lot of birthday parties this year and I know there's a lot more parties coming up.Oh Yeah I almost forgot I  have 2 parties to attend this week, 1 is on Friday which is tomorrow and another one on Saturday. AHHH. No $$$ dy : ( There's good and bad actually. The good thing is I get to go out have fun and enjoy myself because I thought that this year will be a lonely and stressful year for me, I really thought that 2012 is gonna be the worst year for me but I was wrong, it's already May now and the lower 6 is about to come, how fast.

The reason why i have this kind of feeling is because firstly, last year I had my boyfriend to accompany me all the time and now that we already broke up I thought I'll be lonely and have no one to go out with/accompany but I'm already used to it and I don't feel lonely anymore because I have so many good friends around me always wanting to go out like to the bistro,clubbing,& etc,movies and others la.Secondly is my maid left in March, last time I used to chat with her whenever I'm sad or bored coz I don't really talk about my things with my family but again, I already get used to it and now I've found someone who I can share my stuffs with. Thirdly is because one of my best friends left to Taiwan in March as well so I was thinking that all the important and closed ones are leaving me, what am I gonna do. I was really sad that time, I was really negative but thank God I'm okay now coz I still have a lot of people around me that care for me. In fact, I don't feel lonely after all.

Okay the bad thing is I need to use a lot of money : (  I'm officially bankrupt like seriously because I think I go out too much. I know I can choose not to go out but I don't wanna stay at home, I'll get really emo when I'm at home, I'll think a lot of stuffs idk why : ( Nvm I'll start saving money from now on which I already did : ) But I also need to remind myself not to go out too often coz STPM is coming real soon, I'll study hard and after STPM I'll play as hard as I can. Remember to study hardddddddddddddd Nicole! Study hard & play hard, that's what my friend told me. HAHA. Hope I can do it : )

What if I cut my hair short? Hmmm...
      
                   

P/s: Do you know that it still hurts?