Euro Fun Park

Went to Euro Fun Park today with Mun,Jeff,Siang,Wing Tim and Heng. Played the Top Gun which really scared the hell outta me. The thing went like 360 degrees spinning and spinning WTH. I felt so exhausted like seriously. At first I screamed like hell then slowly I started not to scream coz I was really tired. I closed my eyes and think about other stuffs to distract me. After that we went to play the swing which also scared the hell out of me but this one was a bit better than Top Gun. Damn I really felt like vomiting but I tried to control and acted like I'm okay. After finished playing the Swing we went to the Ghost house which was not as horrible as I think, it was the best Ghost house for me because it was only like not even 3 minutes and nothing much in there so yeah.

                                                     Top Gun

 

Swing

Ghost House

 I wasn't really happy at the fun park actually and I hope that they didn't notice because I tried really hard to pretend to be okay, I tried to laugh and smile. I don't really feel like telling the reason why am I unhappy. Pretending is really hard but I have no choice. Yeah you might think that I'm always emo and all but it's not that I want to be like this, I have my reasons and I'm already consider not bad because I seldom show out whenever I'm unhappy, I'll still smile and laugh like nothing happened. So don't always say that I'm emo if you dunno what's actually going on with me.

Mom scolded me when I came home because I didn't on the alarm properly, before I leave the house I asked her many times is it like this like this then she said yeah and when I came home she said I did the wrong thing. I already asked you and you said I was right but actually it's not right at all. And she scolded me stupid. Yeah I'm stupid, sorry.I asked you for a thousand times for the code to on the alarm for night and you told me I'm right. WTF! Okay fine. I wanted to online because I couldn't sleep then you went down and turned off the modem? Why do you want to be like this? Can you let me do what I want? Okay I know I'm wrong for going out while I still have one more paper to go on Monday but I don't really wanna stay at home, really. To be honest, I don't feel happy at home. You said I'm always going out and didn't do anything? Hello I purposely woke up at 7 today to help you out, not because I wanted to go out only helped you, that time I didn't know I was going out at night also. You said I'm always waking up late and didn't help you out to do the house chores so today I finally took the initiatives to wake up early but you still think I'm useless.It's okay seriously. I already get used to it so whatever you ask me to do, i'll do. If you scold me, I'll just keep quiet.That's all.

Btw, I gained weight. It's time to lose some weight. HAHA.

If only I don't exist.