Made a cover today, i didnt sing the whole song coz i just made it for fun.Idk what noisy sound is that :/ Anyways, enjoy. This song is called feng by Jay Chou and feng means maple? lol. 

One year
It's been a year since I broke up with you. To be honest, this one year was not easy for me.  Some people might think that I already moved on and like someone else now and some people might think that I haven't completely let go of this relationship. No one will know what I'm thinking, sometimes I don't even know myself well.

I remember few days ago after we broke up, I hacked into ur account to see your messages which I know I shouldn't but I did it just to find out the break up reason coz I didn't really trust you. And indeed I saw something, I saw your conversation with your friend chatting about how to ask that girl out for a movie and stuffs. That time I was like what? While I was sad and struggling like hell,you were happy asking girl out for movie? You still have the mood to do that? Well, of course you have coz since the minute we broke up, You've already forget about me.Anyway it's okay coz I know that the girl is definitely better than me in every way so yeah. I don't blame you for liking other girl and breaking up, Just blame myself that I couldn't be perfect and couldn't be the girl you want and a good girlfriend. It's my problem seriously, not yours. Whenever I think back how was I back then when i was dating with you, I feel so shitty. I tried hard to change and tried to fix back our relationship but i was too late?  Anyways, Sorry that I wasn't good enough and sorry I couldn't be perfect.

I don't care about your lies anymore, I once think that I'm so stupid that I got fooled by you but it already happened and I can't do anything about it. All i can do is don't fall for the same trap again next time and not to be fooled by anyone again. Actually there's a lot of things I know you might think that I don't know, I just never say it out. Stop acting like you care when you're actually just pretending, I don't need you to care about me, I'm fine on my own without anyone's concerns and I don't need people to be good to me too.

You know what? I believe in karma actually. Maybe this is a revenge that I get for treating my first ex so bad last time? I remembered we broke up the day before our anniversary, he was going to give me something but he told me he threw all the things away when I told him that i wanna break up. After breaking up, I was so happy and enjoying my life while he was so sad. WTF. what kind of person am I? He was a good boyfriend seriously. That time we were 16 i guess, he didn't know how to drive, i told him I wanted a reload card, he walked out to the shops to buy me a reload card then walked to my house and gave me then walked back home. His house is kinda near to my house,  but i think it took him almost 30mins-1 hour to walk out and back plus the weather was so hot that time. To be honest, I regret for ditching him. I feel so sorry to him. I'm sorry and I'm glad we're still friends and thank you for forgiving me. I was a jerk uhhh. Anyways, I'm just saying. Why am I talking about the past again? haha. Okay stop.

 This will be my last post about you.  Just expressing my feeling on this very memorable day though I feel kinda lame and childish writing this kind of thing. Anyways, this will be the last,I swear. Wish you all the best in everything.Goodbye.

I'm sorry I'm not perfect,Sorry for not making you happy,I'm sorry for giving you stress,I'm sorry for everything I cannot do right. Sorry.

During Mimi's and Jinyan's party(25/10/2012)
Celebrate Mimi & Jy's birthday at Mimi's place. We had bbq. That's all. Lazy to write lol bye

Baked this chocolate fudge cake for the birthday girls.

Went to Burps & Giggles and Blackball in the afternoon with Lip. Went back at around 6 for dinner then went out again to Tong Sui Kai with Jeff, Mun and Wing Tim. Well I'm feeling a lot better now thanks to these people. I guess I will have a good night sleep today :D

 

 

Winnie's Birthday
Went to Olivenz to celebrate Winnie's birthday on Saturday(20/10). Photos.

Dad bought a new car one month ago and today he went all the way to KL to take it.

 

Omg this is so freaking awesome. I'm gonna learn how to play this after stpm but the easier version Heh : )
I'm gonna play back the piano after exam coz it's been a while since I touch the piano. I really love hearing the sound of the piano, it makes me feel so relax : )
Oh and btw,I prefer guys who can play the piano rather than guitar because anyone can play the guitar,nothing special about it and i think that guys who can play the piano are damn classy :D

I'm gonna post some videos of songs that I want to learn after exam just in case i forget that time

Yeeee. I wanna eat this bao. So cutieeee! =3

Just came back from Aeon just now with Yuki,Sheng,Lip,Lian and Tom. Watched Taken 2. After that went to Dragon I for er dinner i guess. Tom, Lian and Yuki left at around 7pm. Sheng went to fetch Zhi Xin to join is in Aeon then they had their dinner in Old Town Kopitian with Poh Kian also. After we had our dinner, we lepak around at Aeon, played 'chase chase' with Lip and we went to the candy shop to steal some candies while waiting for Poh Kian. Wth childish shit.  Hahaha. I had a wonderful time with them today. Hope to meet them again. Bye <3

I'm bad at goodbyes so I choose to look away than to see you walk away.

 

I really miss those moments, with you guys : (

Celebrated Mooncake Festival last night with Mun,Jeff,Yin Yee and Wei Kit. After that went Tong Sui Kai for supper then Gerbang. Tee Siang joined us for supper.