Sorry.

 

I promise you I won't show you the sad side of me.

I cry almost everyday nowadays. Sigh. I've been kinda emotional lately. What can makes me happy? : ( I need to remind myself to smile always, yes. No matter how sad I am, I must put on a smile on my face to cheer myself up. I can do it. Don't be emo anymore Nicole. Be happy! You can do it.

My friend made this for me, aww how sweet. Thank you soo much : ) I'm glad I have so many friends that love me so much. I won't forget the ones who support me,be there for me all the time and make me happy. I love you, friends : )

http://nicole-lee0712.blogspot.com/ ( my old blog. hehe)

【女孩子要学会7件事】

1学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着；
2学会比以前快乐，即使难过也要微笑面对；
3学会绝情，该滚的滚，该留的留；
4学会珍惜，知心朋友已不多，如再走真只剩自己了；
5学会忘记，不活在过去；
6学会长大，不那么任性、幼稚；
7学会坚强，一个人也可活得漂亮。

Okay. I need to always remind myself with these 7 things.

I'm not really happy recently and Idk why : /
What can I do when I'm unhappy? I don't wanna tell anyone my problems because I don't want to depend too much on others, I wanna learn to keep it to myself and solve everything myself. Come faster STPM because once STPM is over I can get my ass out of this place. I don't wanna stay here anymore, I wanna go to a new place and start everything all over again.
Sometimes I wonder, why am I so talkative and hyperactive? Is it a good thing? Well, I know it depends. Why do I always care for others more than myself? I don't wanna be like this anymore. And why am I always being good to others? Why do I forgive people so easily?
Sigh i'll stop here. Don't feel like writing. Bye.

I'll keep smiling no matter what happens : )

Be there for me when I need someone,please?

Took part in Talentime today and guess what? I got 1st runner up. YAY! I feel happy and my hard work really paid off coz I've been practicing for so many days and kept changing songs and stuffs. Argh! The solo category for talentime was supposed to be last Thursday but it postponed to today coz there was a prank called saying that theres a bomb in my school so yeah. Luckily it postponed to today coz I was having a hard time singing last time, I was having sore throat and flu for like almost 1 week, I didn't have the voice to sing. Anyway, I screwed up a bit during the performance today coz I cough a bit when singing halfway and I played the wrong chords and I was really nervous. Oh well at least I've got the courage to go up on stage hehe. I had a really good experience today and I'm really happy for myself. Whee