I'm not as optimistic and happy as you think I am.
There are so many things happening to me. I can't escape, there's no way out just to face the problems and solve it. Problems can be solved no matter how hard it is but once it is solved, Yes, everything may seems good on the outside, you may think that the problem is solved but actually there's scars and wounds on the inside that you will never know because I never want to show the weak side of me.